Thursday, November 30, 2006
02:03
My "missing-in-action" blog has been found. Changed new blogskin again. No choice. I would rather change a new blogskin since have to edit everything all over again. Hee.
Finally after exam - long awaited moment. However, the joy is not as much as everyone expected. True enough, Have more time to do a lot of things now. But, indeed, the joy is uncomparable to seeing people receiving salvation. I want to see my whole household serving together.
My heart is heavy. A lot of things going through my mind. Haven been settling down to think things out. Filled with mixed emotions. Sad cant fully express what im feeling when i heard the news. I dont know whether i should just let go like this or to try means and ways to help, but i know im limited. Frustrated with myself that im not able to do something about it or help in this. I dont want to see it resulting in this way. Really dont want. How i wish i could change the situation but i know i cant. Ultimately, it is still up to God not me.
A lot of things i know i should do but i haven been doing. I had to make a choice and be determined to overcome it. I cant do it on my own. God, Pls take my hand...
Thought of Joyce Tan's fav msg tone. =p
"God would make a way... when it seems to be no way."