Thursday, November 30, 2006
09:54
Time is running up.
Im not prepared as yet.
How i wish for time to go slower.
I need more time.
Decisions to be made.
Heart to be settled...
02:03
My "missing-in-action" blog has been found. Changed new blogskin again. No choice. I would rather change a new blogskin since have to edit everything all over again. Hee.
Finally after exam - long awaited moment. However, the joy is not as much as everyone expected. True enough, Have more time to do a lot of things now. But, indeed, the joy is uncomparable to seeing people receiving salvation. I want to see my whole household serving together.
My heart is heavy. A lot of things going through my mind. Haven been settling down to think things out. Filled with mixed emotions. Sad cant fully express what im feeling when i heard the news. I dont know whether i should just let go like this or to try means and ways to help, but i know im limited. Frustrated with myself that im not able to do something about it or help in this. I dont want to see it resulting in this way. Really dont want. How i wish i could change the situation but i know i cant. Ultimately, it is still up to God not me.
A lot of things i know i should do but i haven been doing. I had to make a choice and be determined to overcome it. I cant do it on my own. God, Pls take my hand...
Thought of Joyce Tan's fav msg tone. =p
"God would make a way... when it seems to be no way."
Monday, November 13, 2006
00:28
Once again i feel the tender love showered upon me by my doting Father.
Haha. feel like Jonah today.. so childish.. but yet God love us still e same.
Gentle..
Loving..
Caring..
Always providing..
Indescibable..
who can resist such wonderful love by Him? :)
Thursday, November 02, 2006
19:56
God is indeed a Father who understand our thoughts.
Just recently i realise that camp early bird registration is due soon. haha. Although i did not mention it out, actually i was quite afraid that i could not save enough money in time. This few days keep staying at home, or rather i was forced to stay at home and mug. haha. not going out = no income. The savings i got for camp is only like.. $30? Not even enough for the deposit. I din want to borrow from people again. Sry for those im still in debt to. I will try my best. Really sry. Just when im still panicking inside my heart, God understands my worries. :) so sweet right? He bless me through my human father by giving me $50! This kind of situation to take place has a probability of 0.1%. But it did happened!! haha. So now i think i can pay the full amount by the date due. Praise God!! :)
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
02:08
haha.. banned from using the com for so long.. finally gt a little time to come.. here to encourage those who preparing for exams.. jiayou!! hee.. countdown to the end of Os.. 20 days!! after tat so much things tat i wanna do.. hee.. chiong vcds.. comics.. gt BREAKTHROUGH camp!! gt crash course!! so so so look forward to those events.. God will bring us through this dreadful period.. haha.. so hold on to his promise!! He'll nv forsake us.. even when we're taking our exams.. thx for those who smsed to cheer us up for o lvl! hee.. will be waiting!