Monday, July 24, 2006
13:39
2dae trapped at home.. din attend sch cos not feelin well.. wah n e medical fee cost a bomb.. wanted to go polyclinic but my mum insist on visitin e family doctor.. den e result is
$52!!! so exp lo.. *sobs.. xin tong*
anyway ytd had solitude wif jacq, meng n denise. it was great. e day b4 i was still feelin rather discouraged. how come we worked so hard but not much came in? alot of questions came thru my mind but i dunno how 2 decribe wat im feeling.. but after ytd i was soooo much assured by God.. its gonna come!! when i was prayin God impressed my heart of ps 103. then i decided to turn e bible n check it out n e amazing thing is when i open e bible its e exact same page.. i was lyk "wah God u win.." cos at 1st still doubting but now it cant be coincidence.. i believe God wanna reassure me that He loves us alot n want e best for us in His timing. So wat im gonna do is to chiong wif God n let Him do e rest.
God, i pray that later i'll be able to go out and lead my ppl in refreshin demselves in You.. i know that there's no point workin so hard on our own n forget why we work n who we're workin for.. God pls anoint me to minister to them n speak thru me.. Amen!!