Sunday, June 04, 2006
21:29
Yo.. im here again.. jus return from e CL camp! its cool man.. e program whole day.. e worship.. e teaching.. e sharing.. wow! so privillege actually.. hmm.. first thing! i wasnt late.. muahaha.. really need this type of discipline everytime.. i reach earlier than supposed to.. i lyk being liddat.. sometimes i really rather wait for ppl den ppl waitin for me.. hee.. so sry.. tat im always late.. changin in progress.. so pls bear wif me.. hmm.. not alot of ppl is late.. mayb cos all of dem r leaders..
alright start wif worship.. its so refreshin.. past few days my heart is holdin on to sth.. which im controlled by my emotions.. but 2dae worship i really pour out my heart to God.. not jus tat.. when we're prayin.. i earnestly prayed so hard like nv b4.. its so.......WOW.. ( haha.. lyk i always said.. my eng is very limited.. only lyk this & lyk tat.. so dun blame me if im always using WOW.. cos 1stly.. i dunno how to describe.. 2ndly.. i dunno wat other word can use.. 3rdly.. its really WOW.. =D ) i really wanna b a spirit-filled person.. not emotional led.. n really prayed sincerely for my family.. when come to think or pray for my family i'll rather had this great sense of burden for them.. i wan them to know GOD!!!!!! this has always been my deepest cry.. although i din really show out.. hope my family really understand..
after worship e teachin by our own church founder.. hee.. its mind-blowin.. but somehow i dun catch some of it.. cos its recordin.. abit blur.. he said tat winnin 2.8m ppl is easy.. if we do it in God's way.. hee.. great commission will b fulfilled!! n after tat e sharin really let me learn alot.. from e whole grp.. n oso from shirley.. she really ans our qns patiently.. although we keep floodin her wif lots of qns.. heehee.. when she ask us to share bout e leaders tat i admire.. actually its alot.. other than ps Jeff still gt alot.. shirley.. sharlene.. dennis.. jac.. dol.. i really enjoy hearin from leaders.. it really inspire me alot.. even a short conversation can learn sth.. i always c dem spottin a chance to impart sth to us.. mus really learn from dem.. hee.. dinner was full n funny anyway.. haha..
so e morale of e story is.. God is good.. all e tym.. all e tym.. God is GOOD!! really thank God tat i haf this relationship wif Him.. so ppl whu haven got a relationship wif Jesus.. u need it NOW!! hee.. pra-cao ruk kun!! dunno how 2 spell.. it means God loves you.. hee.. i really c how much we need God in our life.. without Him is really no life.. yepp. thanks.. beloved God! =)