Friday, June 30, 2006
00:36
Attention! Hee! Testimony to share! Just now while i was filling up the short term missions report, my com suddenly hang. i waited for 15-20mins still cannot. when it was better, i cant find e recovery of the file but only can see the original copy which is unfilled. then i was so panicky cos its late at night le i very tired plus tml need to wake up at 5. means only gt 5 hrs of slp. i desperately cried out to God and ask Him to help me!! I decided to do my quiet time first and believed that by the time i go out the com will be ok and i can find the recovered copy. while i was reading the bible, many verses assured me.. those verses that promise us that God will send help in times of trouble. not jus 1 but quite a few verses. so amazing! not jus tat, i was so excited to see the com aft doing QT. THANK GOD! my prayers are answered!! The recovery copy is still there updated to the last thing i stopped. so cool rite my God? Hee.. :)
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
21:40
Whee~ looking back at last tym.. i jus realize that dere r some changes in me.. havin a breakthrough in
L-O-V-E.. e things i used to struggle.. to look at it now i really feel happy.. God is really working thru me.. if not i dun think i can overcome by myself..
Everyday wif God is soooo exciting.. if u're lookin at this but haven noe God yet.. i tell u e truth. A life is God is so much more exciting than a normal life.. i experience it b4.. tats y i can say e diff honestly.. Give urself a chance to noe this Jesus.. n your life will nv b e same! :)
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
20:53
Wahaha! God is cute.. n His plan is sooooo cool.. haha.. im surprised but yet excited for future.. e challenges im gonna face.. n e ppl tat will b terrorize by me.. i can think of a few now le! muhaha.. so excited 2 c their response when dey know.. but i believe God's plan is really brilliant.. in puttin me in tat place.. think its really a gd choice.. benefittin alot of ppl. e thing im more amused is my sheepmates no.1.. sheepmate no.2.. n others.. wahaha..
Monday, June 26, 2006
22:02
Yahoo! 1st day of sch.. God pls refresh my movitation for study every new day!! its nv bout me but for You!! *this is for You.. this is for YOU!!* i wanna study w e right spirit tat sustain.. this is e new beginin for me.. hee.. gonna b salt & light! its so hard sometimes but God pls help me!!
AHH!! another thing is i need to wait for 1 more day! hee.. e results.. i cant stand e feeling of being in suspense.. haha.. im not curious bout e results or sth but jus tat i dun lyk e waitin time.. nvm.. 1 more day.. i must be patient! hee.
Lastly.. poor waiman.. lets keep her in prayer.. she's havin a high fever.. pls heal her God!!
Sunday, June 25, 2006
19:54

Haha.. oso not forgettin e team tat went 2gether! thank God for
Gideon leadin us.. a great leader wif lots of knowledge.. and oso
Yiqin.. Joleen.. Meng.. thx for being in this team wif me! If i gt chance to go on mission.. i'll pounce on it man! Hee. =)
18:28
IM back in SINGAPORE!! actually back few days ago le.. haha.. but its so refreshin.. e thai mission trip! thank God tat i haf this chance to go n experience it myself!! its really God if not my parents wont b so easy to allow me.. after clearing my
1st obstacle - parents.. i had e
2nd obstacle - $$$.. thank God for meng, jes n ling.. for lendin me.. im payin off asap.. saving up.. long story.. at 1st my dad sponsoring.. in e end.. haha.. i had 2 pay myself.. but nvm.. wif God im able! settling e 1st 2 obstacle.. i tot all i haf is to wait for e mission trip itself.. but my
3rd obstacle is dere! SICK!! on e night b4 i set off.. i had a bad feelin.. cos i took e temp is 37.5 or sth.. i really prayed hard.. e nx day it did not subside.. but instead it went up to 37.8 or sth.. den i was thinkin.. God is so so cute.. haha.. when i wish tat i'll b sick n can rest.. He din gimmi e fever. but when im going off He gaf me.. i din complain or sth.. but i feel e sense of assurance.. so i was faith-filled & told God tat "whether i'll b healed on tat day anot is fully depenedin on You le.. cos i know You has e best plan n will let me b in e best condition to learn." thank God.. after tat in e nite.. i was healed!! Praise God!! i guess God is tryin to tell me sth..
to haf faith n depend on Him n everything will b jus e way He intend to be.
mission trip was great!! learnt alot.. although not as "WOW" as e previous batch.. rhema word from God.. but lyk Gideon says.. God wont overteach.. it may b e things we need currently.. cos we're leadin caregroup.. so wat we learnt are more of practical things.. n its so amazing to see myself knowing ppl in thailand.. whu is completely stranger at 1st.. but we had 1 thing in common - JESUS! it connect us 2gether!
the first few days we spend at Phitsanulok.. e fellowship was great!! we had alot of fun.. really enjoyed it..we jus know the ppl dere for arnd 3-4 days n yet we feel so close.. really miss dem lots.. hope to see dem again. we're really inspired by e ppl dere.. dey're so simple.. yet faith-filled ppl for God! 2nd day in hope Sam Ngam.. everyone was so frenly & serving.. dey served each other n can see its not jus in front of us.. but dey're always doing it all e tym.. even e pastor. *grin* He's really humble n serving.. he look lyk any ordinary person but yet he's greatly used by God to lead e ppl dere! Gideon says he even sacrifies himself tat night to sleep outside wif them.. which he can chose not to.. he slp at e position tat has no fan.. which means e mosqito will attack most.. so tat gideon n yiqin can slp wif e fan n more comfortable.. is lyk he can jolly well jus enjoy himself in his room but he came out wif dem..
we went to hope phitsanulok's service on sun. e ppl r really excited! not jus youth!! but from ppl age lyk us to 60++ yrs old.. saw an aunty whu is half body paralysed.. praisin Jesus wif all she can.. during sermon ppl so convicted tat everyone is shouting. afterall we feel so welcomed by e ppl dere.. dey really shower us wif gifts tat is personalize by dem.. oh ya.. lastly Pastor Jo.. he preached during e service.. wif such conviction.. b4 tat i saw him really praising God lyk a child.. so cool to c a grown-up man wearing suit jumpin n praising lyk a little boy..
After service we went to e floodin area.. 1st tym seeing disaster wif my very own life.. Singapore is so fortunate tat we dun face tis.. everything is jus nice n dun nit 2 worry bout.. tat makes ppl feel contented n thinks dey dun nit a "God" in their live to control dem.. really feel a burden for e unsaved souls.. if this happen to singapore.. dunno how many ppl will lose their salvation.. so we mus realy go out n reach out to ppl!! perharps tats y God wan us to see it..
Back to Bangkok.. although we onli spent abit of tym dere.. im inspired by their heart for God. they really c e value of serving e kingdom of God.. There's s sis tat commit her life wholly to God.. she sign contract w e company tat she wanna bring her work home n do so tat she can do ministry in daytime.. she evax wif her ppl n serve God in e day n onli start her work at night.. everyday slpin from 2am-6am.. she say honestly she'll b tired sometimes.. but God is her strength. she oso say she learn Eng so tat nx tym she can relate to ppl n prepare herself for missions 1 day.. dey really haf big dreams for God.. n r preparing demself to fulfil it.. another sis.. she's jus a ordinary shepherd.. but she wan to plant church in Russia.. cos she say dere are alot of conflicts dere.. e ppl really need God! Another DL in youth dere wanted to be a nurse back.. so tat she can do missions oso. They really wanna do things for God globally.. not jus in thailand but thru long-term missions too..
Learnt n inspired by dem lots.. will nv forget this trip.. e ppl dere.. Pi Do, Pi Bim, Pi May, Pi Wi, Pi Ing.. lots of dem.. thank you God for everything u impart to us! =)
Sunday, June 11, 2006
18:07
Im back from camp!! ENCOUNTER '06! It was really a spirit-filled camp!! Holy spirit really stirred in our hearts! "Holy Spirit touch ur ppl.. teach us e ways of God!!" Most of us have a personal encounter wif God.. heard of testimonies of healings.. baptism.. GOD IS SO REAL!! Throughout e whole camp im prompted deeply in e area of faith.. perhaps tats e area i lack of most.. from day1 worship till e very end of camp.. God keep remindin me of faith.. its time for me to respond & step out in faith le! cos lack of faith is 1 of e obstacles for us to be filled wif e Spirit.. day2 - 080606.. shirley say tat it will b e day we wont forget!! Indeed.. most of us was touched by GOD.. especially altar call.. for me it starts from Jac's mitin b4 prayer mitin.. e prayer really make me realised tat i need to really desire more! so during worship i really cried out to God.. " God i need to be refreshed by You.. all of us need You! dont pass us by!!" God showed to be real when we earnestly seek Him.. during altar call.. i pray for faith too.. i wan to haf e gift of faith!! In watever circumstances choosing to trust God.. i wan to g in Faith!! However after tat i feel tat somethings are still missin.. i dunno why my heart is still lackin of something.. thank God for my shepherd whu helped my pray.. i noe tat i really need God.. cant live w/o Him! day3 - ignite!! wow! so cool man! Dance was great!! Denise oso very pro in dancin.. so proud of my spiritual budd.. haha.. i meant my messenger 7.5.. hee.. during worship i was distrated by things arnd me until i really settle down my heart to meet God.. when God's spirit is upon us.. we can do great things! haha.. during e whole camp i feel so emotional.. not becos i bad tempered or wat.. but whenever i go into God's presence i broke out in tears.. God is so great man!! onli He deserve e best from us!! when we prayed for dunman revival.. everyone was so convicted! this tym round we really need to do it!! cant afford another yr or camp.. last camp oso pray liddat but nth much happened.. this tym round.. by faith!! we gonna leave some descendants behind!! i hope e fire will not b died down!! come on! we need to keep tat passion back to sch! not jus in camp we haf e desire but oso in sch n other places!! Dunman revival is gonna come now!! soon n very soon!!
Sunday, June 04, 2006
21:29
Yo.. im here again.. jus return from e CL camp! its cool man.. e program whole day.. e worship.. e teaching.. e sharing.. wow! so privillege actually.. hmm.. first thing! i wasnt late.. muahaha.. really need this type of discipline everytime.. i reach earlier than supposed to.. i lyk being liddat.. sometimes i really rather wait for ppl den ppl waitin for me.. hee.. so sry.. tat im always late.. changin in progress.. so pls bear wif me.. hmm.. not alot of ppl is late.. mayb cos all of dem r leaders..
alright start wif worship.. its so refreshin.. past few days my heart is holdin on to sth.. which im controlled by my emotions.. but 2dae worship i really pour out my heart to God.. not jus tat.. when we're prayin.. i earnestly prayed so hard like nv b4.. its so.......WOW.. ( haha.. lyk i always said.. my eng is very limited.. only lyk this & lyk tat.. so dun blame me if im always using WOW.. cos 1stly.. i dunno how to describe.. 2ndly.. i dunno wat other word can use.. 3rdly.. its really WOW.. =D ) i really wanna b a spirit-filled person.. not emotional led.. n really prayed sincerely for my family.. when come to think or pray for my family i'll rather had this great sense of burden for them.. i wan them to know GOD!!!!!! this has always been my deepest cry.. although i din really show out.. hope my family really understand..
after worship e teachin by our own church founder.. hee.. its mind-blowin.. but somehow i dun catch some of it.. cos its recordin.. abit blur.. he said tat winnin 2.8m ppl is easy.. if we do it in God's way.. hee.. great commission will b fulfilled!! n after tat e sharin really let me learn alot.. from e whole grp.. n oso from shirley.. she really ans our qns patiently.. although we keep floodin her wif lots of qns.. heehee.. when she ask us to share bout e leaders tat i admire.. actually its alot.. other than ps Jeff still gt alot.. shirley.. sharlene.. dennis.. jac.. dol.. i really enjoy hearin from leaders.. it really inspire me alot.. even a short conversation can learn sth.. i always c dem spottin a chance to impart sth to us.. mus really learn from dem.. hee.. dinner was full n funny anyway.. haha..
so e morale of e story is.. God is good.. all e tym.. all e tym.. God is GOOD!! really thank God tat i haf this relationship wif Him.. so ppl whu haven got a relationship wif Jesus.. u need it NOW!! hee.. pra-cao ruk kun!! dunno how 2 spell.. it means God loves you.. hee.. i really c how much we need God in our life.. without Him is really no life.. yepp. thanks.. beloved God! =)