For God's glory

2009-11-01T16:31:00.001+08:00

If you happened to see this, I have shifted to wordpress. The new blog is:

www.soamazedbyyou.wordpress.com

2008-11-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

My mum and I were flipping through some old photo album. Let me show you some...

This is my parents' wedding photo, I think I resembles my dad. Stop laughing, Jeslin Chen!

My 2 brothers! So cute right?

Another photo of them when they're older. My eldest brother's typical smile. So kuku. haha.

I am not the only one that looks cheena, look at my brother! The one on the left is my cousin i guess..

Focus on the right, my eldest brother like to make funny faces, even until now..

I look kinda forced.. Haha, my brother share the same fate as me. Cute bug teeth!

Finally this is ME! I worship God since young..

And I love to preach!

Year 1999

7 years later, I'm still stuck with my buddy, Bugs!

Haha. I like to see old photos, those are the good old days man.

Phew, in the end we still held our EastA camp in Ubin. Really thank God that He made all the things just fall into place. Florence and I came up with the whole list of thanksgiving for the whole day, at least 7-8. But I shall just share a few. I think the most obvious is the weather, it has been raining consecutively for dunno how many days and the weather forecast was thunderstorm. On my way to meet florence, I was still struggling in my heart whether should we change plan since its drizzling in pasir ris already. Because the responsibility is bigger, we not just have to think for ourselves but for the whole group, but on the other hand, I really feel that we should keep praying and see how God works. So in the end, we just carry on in faith, thank God for those who prayed along with us! Haha.

Another thing to thank God for is something we learnt. Haha. Through a hard way.. Some people may think we cycle very shiok, but in fact it's equally tired man. Florence and I wanted to take short cut to our destination, however, we were cut by the tall bushes and decided to head back to the main route. Then we come to think of it, sometimes when we want to take an easy way out, we tend to make things worse. And also, we should abide by the rules that we set ourselves, because we told them they can't take short cut for their own good, but we didn't follow. =x

Lastly, God blessed us with a safe journey back! We were told the last ferry back to Singapore is 7pm. Then we haven had our dinner and its already 6.50pm, so we faster ran back to the restaurant and check if we can cancel our booking but the person said that they already prepared and cooked the food. Facing with all the uncertainty and people's anxiety, we still decided to eat there, anyway can't back out as well. In the end, after dinner, there's still 3 ferry wating for us and the best thing is we don't have to pay any extra charges!

It was really a long and tiring day, but I think its a different experience for me. Although its not the first time we're holding event there, I still enjoyed myself in a refreshing way. Thank God for EVERYTHING!

2008-11-03T00:20:00.002+08:00

MY NAME IS YANYU .
I LOVE SIRUI (:
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2008-11-02T00:37:00.001+08:00

SIRUI ROCKS ! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAH

2008-10-29T20:13:00.001+08:00

SiRui , Is Loved By Yanyu :D

check out Jeslin's blog !
She loves sirui toooo !
www.jeslinnn.blogspot.com

And for the cutest human on earth..
idontlikefish.livejournal.com !
:D

2008-10-16T23:16:00.002+08:00

The long awaited timetable is out today! This sem we'll take our elective subjects, mine is the same as Jeslin, Gock and Yiqin. Haha. Before this i was still saying that the worst that can happen is 3 person same class, another 1 alone, because if church people together maybe do project easier and at least got companion. I was awaken by Jeslin's sms saying she same class as Gock, so i faster went to check. Well, the worst thing that i thought could happen happened to me - all 3 of them in the same class! If I say I immediately give thanks it will be a lie, I was totally "Sianed" by that at first and keep complaining to God in my mind. I was typing down all my rantings in my private blog but at the end of it, I thought of king David, no matter how bad the situation he is in, he will still give thanks to God. Then i started to think through, actually i do have things to give thanks for...

I want to thank God for my timetable, still not tat bad able to do ministry..
I want to thank God that at least i know 1 person that is going to be in my class..
I want to thank God that at least we got the same electives, still be able to study together and ask them if i need help..

Hmm, so afterall i realised that it wasn't as bad, I want to trust in His plans rather than seeing my own comfort. Haha. God, I surrender to You..

2008-10-14T13:15:00.006+08:00

I promised my sheep to post this on my blog..

My sheep, NG MIN YI has won the "Most BHB award" on 13 Oct 2008

You can sms her for more details..

Other than her, i feel that my other sheep are equally BHB.. Haha. I dont understand why, their shepherd is so humble but yet they are..

Lets have a new poll, who do you think is the most BHB of all my sheep
1) Minyi
(Picture above)

2) JingJing

3) Jeslin

Leave your name and tag your choice, alternate way is to send your choice to 99864521. Enjoy!

2008-08-03T22:35:00.005+08:00

Ytd we had our very own EastA DMM retreat! *applause* The sad thing is we are not able to get the whole team, jing and minyi are missing! Don't be jealous ok? Haha.

All thanks to FIONA TEH that we can get the nice apartment. Its like a dreamhouse liddat, i saw the view at around 7plus this morning, its very NICE!! The whole place is so cosy as well.

We reach there quite late and started with cheng's challenge, new direction this month - MIT5, 5 schools, 4 weeks, we are gonna make it possible! After that, we are all hungry(typical of us haha) so we decided to go to east coast mac. The security uncle told us its a 5mins walk from the side gate and i think he nv try it personally before cos we took around 1 hour! The journey there was FUN, we sang "joy is the flag" and kept "flying", the true reason why we ran was cos people were looking at us when we do the actions(led by flo, so u can imagine), so paiseh but yet very fun. All of us are quite scare actually cos the road quite dark, but we went through it courageously as a team. I saw few of us will make sure nobody get left behind and walk together, some also took initiative to stand at the back row to protect. It may seems like no big deal but i can truely felt the meaning of Ohana when we are walking.

We finally reached our promise land after an hour, ordered food and share what we learnt. Wanted to stay longer but there's a flying cockroach there and we decided not to endanger our lives by staying there. So we embarked on our journey back, took a different route to try out, walk and walk until we cant walk further down cos its expressway alr. Took a detour but nobody complained. The return journey was FUNNY cos of trans like flo, jes and irene koh. Ask them personally to perform if u want to a good laugh. Not long after we reach the place, i fell aslp.

Another thing i think is cool is today afternoon, the power supply in the house suddenly gone and we dunno the reason why. We are so hungry that Jeslin and Irene used the heater hot water to cook the maggi and hotdogs. At first we also want to "ewww" too but when you are in our shoes, you will be daring to try it. Denise and I were quite helpless, dunno what to do. We dunno izzit because we spoilt anything or what cos we cant on any power supply. In the end, we managed to fix it back and we are so happy about it.

I think this few days happened quite a few incidents that makes me so thankful to God. People around me should know.
1) I almost lost my phone on the cab but thank God i checked again before he drove off.
2) I lost my wallet, ytd a security guard from TP called and say someone return it with all the cards intact but $ was gone.
3) I was late for test and just nice caught in a jam, but God provide a way! The bus driver took a different route and save alot of time instead of just waiting for the traffic to flow.
4) The power supply incident i mention above.
Its through all this small things that God bless shows the faithfulness of Him to bring us through our daily life. Thank You Lord.

2008-07-02T21:08:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. i was showing Jasmin the online love language test, so out of curiosity, i decide to do again. The result is...

Score Love Language
6 Words of Affirmation
8 Quality Time
5 Receiving of Gifts
7 Acts of Service
4 Physical Touch

The last time i do i thought there will be much changes but it remained the same - 1st Quality Time, 2nd Physical touch. This time round i wasn't expecting much changes but who knows.. its different! But i don't believe my physical touch become lowest.. Haha. The top is always the same, so if you want to love me, spend time with me! *wink*

2008-06-30T00:52:00.004+08:00

Random now.. Don't say i never update my blog.. Haha. Anyway Denise and I were thinking about the ways to help the O level grads since they are starting to end school late and soon there's a chance that they will be either very late for cg or cant attend at all. So while we're discussing, Denise started to think of stupid things(as usual)...

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dddddeeeeennnnniiiiissssseeeee the chosen generation set apart for the great commission ('.') says:
AIYOOOOOOO
dddddeeeeennnnniiiiissssseeeee the chosen generation set apart for the great commission ('.') says:
very fast o's already!
dddddeeeeennnnniiiiissssseeeee the chosen generation set apart for the great commission ('.') says:
mug mug mug mug in the night (walk walk walk walk in the light)
dddddeeeeennnnniiiiissssseeeee the chosen generation set apart for the great commission ('.') says:
next time we gotta change praise song to such songs
I WILL NOT BE EASILY BEATEN !! [[Proverbs 3:5-6]] วางใจ says:
haha
I WILL NOT BE EASILY BEATEN !! [[Proverbs 3:5-6]] วางใจ says:
liddat will make them feel more stress
dddddeeeeennnnniiiiissssseeeee the chosen generation set apart for the great commission ('.') says:
therefore being pressurise by books, we have faith we can complete my homework by tonight.. because the love of God can strengthen, in my hearts by the holy books.. which is given which is given, unto us, to us.. unto us..
mugging mugging mugging mugging woo la la.. aiya aiya it's so sian x2 (therefore being justified by faith)
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dddddeeeeennnnniiiiissssseeeee the chosen generation set apart for the great commission ('.') says:
i love you chemistry, deep down in my heart.
i love you geography, deeo down in my heart
talk about deep deep down down (i love you Jesus)
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dddddeeeeennnnniiiiissssseeeee the chosen generation set apart for the great commission ('.') says:
with books in my hands, i can smile at exams, smile at exams, smile at exams
dddddeeeeennnnniiiiissssseeeee the chosen generation set apart for the great commission ('.') says:
as we go answer them (with christ in the vessel)
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I WILL NOT BE EASILY BEATEN !! [[Proverbs 3:5-6]] วางใจ says:
we're able to go out and take the exam.. and posses the marks from F9 to A1.. though the examiner may be there our way to hinder.. our God has the victory! (We are able)
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dddddeeeeennnnniiiiissssseeeee the chosen generation set apart for the great commission ('.') says:
i go create worship
I WILL NOT BE EASILY BEATEN !! [[Proverbs 3:5-6]] วางใจ says:
haha
dddddeeeeennnnniiiiissssseeeee the chosen generation set apart for the great commission ('.') says:
as the pioneer fades, we're on our way to mug.. and i simply come.. longing just to score and shin for my Jesus.. (heart of worship)
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Haha. Conclusion? We're seriously lame..
BUT not just us, i ask gock to see this post then she say..
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[Striving for excellence!!!] (You take charge, Trust in You!!!) says:
they can sing..a1 come a1 come, come we are desperate for u. (Jesus come)
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As you can see, there's a lot of lame people around me.. this explains why i am like this. haha.

2008-06-23T22:07:00.003+08:00

PRCS.SPRINGFIELD.DUNMAN.EASTSPRING

Yeah! This is the 4 schools we're given to! Haha. Come on people, we gonna complete all 4 of this by end of this year! Don't sabo! We need to be know that God has promise us victory, yeah? EA1, those who attended last week cg should know that we really need to be spirit-led! Haha, lets see fruits and this means we need to work hard! We'll jia you together, PRCS team, SPF team and SPRINGMAN team(or whatever you call that. haha.) We MUST do our best alright?

For PRCS side, we met up today to have prayer walk all this. God is so cool. Haha. As i was walking around the sch, God revealed to me the culture of the sch. Afterwhich ShihChing sms me to confirm it. Haha. Really thank God for my team who rush down immediately after school. I've all of your commitment already, post it down so that i can threaten you all with this evidence. Haha. Anyway we come up with the slogan/motto, don't know what its called.

We'll have..

Perserverance in Reaping Committed Souls.7 or more!

"God, help us to start and end well.."

2008-05-21T11:48:00.005+08:00

Here's another post! Haha. i think ahbe will be so happy to see this post cos her face is no longer at the top. Actually got quite a few times i wanna blog but something crop up like com hanged, ppl talk to me, the tv show started etc. HAHA. well, i know its excuses~

Anyway i'm in lesson now, stupid MBS. Haha. I was hoping the tutor won't pick me to answer the question cause just now he asked jeslin(who is beside me) already. Haha. Unfortunately.. at the last question.. I kenna again! :(

Just random, the classmate that sits beside me now keep saying she wanna go toilet and da bian. so stupid! everytime lesson this will happen. And just now how i wish the tutor flash her microsoft word document on the screen because she's typing out the lyrics of Elmo song instead of the answer. Haha. Lastly, she keep irritating me!

To the irritating one: Stop trying to psycho ppl into corp com. Haha. Seriously i'm not really very interested in that. But i got a feeling that if the rest also choose that, i may consider. Haha.

Later is FACING THE GIANT MOVIE SCREENING! Confirmation yesterday for EASTA1 is 22! We're close! ahhhhh.. My heart is pumping hard and expecting for more.. Sirui say she'll bring those 3 today! lalala. HA.

Alright, Gonna pay attention to the lesson! After like 1hr plus.. Haha. better than nothing ok? Cause now is the pratical part, if don't follow will not know how to do. Cya!

2008-03-26T01:35:00.003+08:00

I am talking to this girl on the phone now.. Guess who is this? Haha. Give you some clue..

Know who is this? Haha.

*drumroll*
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Yeah! Its LAU JOO NEO zhu niu!

Known her since sec 1 actually by the name of lau zhu niu aka ru niang. From a stranger to acquaintaince, to a church friend, to a co-leader in EG1, to a friend when she's in EastF, to a great support in my dmm! Quite a long journey though. But you are someone i am comfortable with. I can just call you up and crap (like what i am doing now.. hehe..) You amazes me with your creativity and craftmanship. Haha. I think no need for me to give examples, everyone witnessed that before. You're someone who think quite fast, haha, quite smart also, can be second to me. heh heh heh. Just joking. You stood through problems, when people scold you, so on and so forth. Just like your baptism name - VALENS. Strong woman, continue to stand firm in God and serve Him despite what others say, alright? :)

PS: Actually the last pic is my photo + facewarp. Look like her? hee.

2008-03-07T14:22:00.003+08:00

Came across this quote when i am reading "every young woman's battle" by Shannon Ethridge..

Sow a thought, reap an action;
Sow an action, reap a habit;
Sow a habit, reap a character;
Sow a character, reap a destiny.
- Samuel Smiles

Agree? :)

2008-02-18T02:02:00.003+08:00

Found some old photos...

Seriously i think pooi is so cute liddat..

Take a look at both of their faces last time! hee..

Haha. i bet u all dun rmb we took this before! its taken after a cross country at downtown. Hee. Really brings back alot of memories what stupid things we used to do before. haha. Really treasured this friendship with you girls. Happy serving!

PS: Gock want me to blog that she's PRETTY stupid-looking! haha. Happy?

2008-01-17T10:12:00.000+08:00

THIS IS WHAT CHENG DREW!! Its a cat? NO. Its a wolf? NO! I wonder whats that.. Tag me to guess man! Winner shall get a kiss from CHENG! Haha..

Anyway, someone needs to teach cheng how to spell brain cos lion = no brain! Haha

cheng. *http://lion-roar.blogspot.com* says:
rabbit = no brian

I WILL NOT BE EASILY BEATEN !! [[Proverbs 3:5-6]] วางใจ says:
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I WILL NOT BE EASILY BEATEN !! [[Proverbs 3:5-6]] วางใจ says:
then lion = no brain

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cheng. *http://lion-roar.blogspot.com* says:

CHENG likes to put this emoticon which look rather Stup*d. Spongebob kicking his leg! Haha. No offence to spongebob fans.

Anyway, if you dun get what im posting, its ok! Haha. Cause this post is specially for POH CHENG LEE! wahaha. honoured?

2008-01-08T14:19:00.000+08:00

My POWERful Caregroup! Haha. This was quite some time ago.. finally its uploaded!!

2007-10-11T01:22:00.000+08:00

Dear readers,
Im here to update about my life! haha. A few event take place this few weeks, i shall update u ONE by ONE.. Heh heh.

1) Church Anniversary @ downtown, D'marquee
It was cool! Pastor PN & Hope Bangkok team was here. To know more, refer to http://www.designed-by-him.blogspot.com/ or http://s221.photobucket.com/albums/dd215/fantasy_jn/church%2016th%20anniversary/ for more photos! haha. i think the Gothic pic of Jol is gross.

2) TP celebration @ Yiqin house, Jurong Ice skating place, Century Square cineplax
It was cool TOO! haha. The sad thing is those who turn up are only the regulars. Also that our dear Lestari was away in INDO! Stay tune to http://www.designed-by-him.blogspot.com/, http://www.simplygeckting.blogspot.com/, http://www.life-of-a-purpose.blogspot.com/ and http://s221.photobucket.com/albums/dd215/fantasy_jn/TP%20outing/.

3) Shar & Dennis' birthday celebration @ East Coast park
I really enjoyed myself alot! haha. From the day before when we do the card for them, until that very day when we ignore the "No Outside Food & Drinks" rule and had our pignic in BK, when we go on wheels, when we affirm them and present the card, when our plan of getting them wet backfired.. Dennis & Shar, you 2 are great leaders of East! For more details or photos, log on to http://www.thisisnotcrap.blogspot.com/.

4) JB trip @ JB of cos
At first wasnt sure whether should go anot, but since i already chose to go, might as well enjoy myself. Haha. Bought a pair of clogs, a pair of sunglasses, a pair of DVDs and not forgetting i lost a pair of hair! We ate good stuff man! haha. Seafood meal + Secret Recipe dessert = Super Satisfied Stomach. You can go to http://www.life-of-a-purpose.blogspot.com/ and http://www.jeslinnn.blogspot.com/.

5) Water Baptism @ YWCA
Congrats to Ivy, Valens, Barnabas/Timonthy and those who have been baptised on the 07-10-07! New life to you all! haha. Continue to serve God with this commitment! So far i only know Aloy/Barnabas/Timonthy blogged about this. So visit his blog at http://www.life-of-a-purpose.blogspot.com/ and see the photos on http://s221.photobucket.com/albums/dd215/fantasy_jn/water%20bap/

Alright! It was quite a long post without me saying much. Haha. Im off now! Cya again on dunno when.

Metamorphosis Publicity 2 (Sep 2007)

2007-08-29T01:14:00.001+08:00

2007-08-27T01:11:00.000+08:00

Disclaimer: You are NOT seeing things! yes. its not o-leh-o-leh anymore. Im updating NOW! haha. For those who have been telling me to post something, im here now to post!

SOMETHING

haha. Does this satisfy you? well, i will post more after exams. anyway so happy today!! ahh!! =)

2007-06-11T01:33:00.000+08:00

o-leh-o-leh-o-leh-o-leh.. camp is tml!

First Frontier camp!
It will be so exciting.. games.. teaching.. GAP.. plans of CG08 etc.

Haha.. but im guilty of not preparing myself earlier! AHH.. i haven pack bag and all which i intend to do in the morning cos most of my clothes haven dry yet. Camp objective and challege! Sorry God i will manage my time better next time. I will plan after i off the com! Time pass really fast. Last week is our mid sem test and everyday is chionging studies if not preparing for GAP. I am called a DANCER for once. haha. Alright, mayb more than once. Im contradicting myself but it doesnt matter. Haha. im going off le!

Oh ya will be praying for those who are still sick now, really hope u all can enjoy camp to the fullest without having any discomfort or pains.

2007-05-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

I got married yesterday!

Haha. yesterday was water baptism. Finally after a few years of waiting, i am baptised! (although my parents are unaware of it) It marks an end and a beginning & represents union with Christ and washing away of sin. I wanna publicly proclaim that i am a C-H-R-I-S-T-I-A-N!!

For those who are curious what's my baptism name is.. let u guess! Izzit
a) Davidna
b) Tiffany
c) Daniella
d) all of the above

*drum rolls*

Its D! D for all of the above! haha. just kidding. D for Daniella!

Why?
I read the book of Daniel.

17 To these four young men God gave knowledge and understanding of all kinds of literature and learning. And Daniel could understand visions and dreams of all kinds. (Daniel 1:17)

So cool! I wanna be like him! haha. The direct meaning of Daniella is "God is my judge". I want to be used greatly by God. I WILL NOT REMAIN SMALL! =DD

These are a few photos taken during the event.

Before..

After..

New life! Yipee!

For those who have yet to be baptised, really wanna urge you to do so! Its not whether u feel like anot but its an act of obedient! You can be the one baptising in the next baptism! =)

2007-05-08T00:59:00.000+08:00

More photos from the recent cg! We got 2 more additional members! clarrisa the self-high-girl and charmaine the act-cute-partner! haha. really enjoy their presence! although they seems quiet and times, i believe they're not! haha. hope to see them more often in ss as well! =)

Random pose

Our favourite pose, gonna collect the whole album. haha.

Isa 60:22, im claiming this promise!

2007-04-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

Today cg we hit 7 in the end! although angelin and mag's nb last min cant come, i still enjoyed alot during today's cg. Haha. We got our joker pig, burping queen and her 2 skinny sheep, 2 laugh-soft-soft mel & mag and the most normal me! (= not bad. We got new faces today.

Jus realised our cg likes to act cute. =x I suggested it sorry girls. =p

We took this after cg jus now..

We are supposed to take a pic which best describe us..

Our Exam kit which includes chicken ring, top, sweets, cadbury mini choc, pen & pencil..

We took this on sat service..

acting cute as usual..

We're EastC3! We'll be fruitful! haha.. hit 15 soon!

2007-04-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

So excited for later's first normal cg for the new eastC3! for now confirmation is 10. "GOD i pray hard that no 1 will pangseh last min or sth. Everyone will prepare to our best and make this cg a fun and successful one so that everyone including the newbies and visitors will enjoy themselves. I commit all this in Your name! Amen!" Really nervous.. but let's do it! =D

2007-04-15T03:36:00.000+08:00

Trying to learn how to make video.. haha..

2007-04-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

Yeah!~ Happy birthday to myself! Really grateful that God placed me in this family 17 years ago. He blessed me with wonderful parents and brothers that are concern about me. So birthday wish no. 1 - Be a salt & light at home so that they may see my transformed life and open their hearts to God!

Today is also the day that restructure take effect! I'll leading a new bunch of people! So excited and encouraged by melissa's and jing's sms! so here come my wish no. 2 - My new group will grow in both quality and quantity! Build a group based on th foundation of the word. Really pray hard that this group will be one which people find true friendship and grow together.

When we want the group to grow, of course the leaders must grow first! Wish no. 3 - Be a UL by end June. To see tat happening i must have personal growth and breakthroughs. God, i really wanna GROW closer to YOU.

Wish no. 4 - world peace! haha joking joking! im not MSU.

Really wanna take this chance to thank all the people who celebrated my birthday! Those who smsed me.. those who tel me online.. those who put on msn nick.. those who sang birthday song and send it to me.. those who gave me present.. I TRUELY APPRECIATE IT. You know who you are.. BIG THANK YOU TO YOU! =)

2007-04-14T01:01:00.001+08:00

Done by our dear Ahbe and Geckting

2007-04-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

More tests..

You Are 75% Feminine, 25% Masculine

You are in touch with your feminine side.
Sensitive, intuitive, and caring are all words that describe you.
And you're just masculine enough to relate to both men and women.

Are You Masculine or Feminine?

Hee.. don't ever say that im a guy again! muahaha..

Also this..

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

2007-04-11T02:15:00.000+08:00

Found this in Jasmine Loh's blog so decided to try.

You Are An ENFJ

The Giver

You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.

You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

What's Your Personality Type?

Am I like that? =)

Other then that i did another test..

You Are the Middle Finger

A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you're not nearly as hostile as you seem.
You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious.
However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren't afraid to show it!

You get along well with: The Index Finger

Stay away from: The Pinky

What Finger Are You?

People, please try this simple test. Tell me your results. I wanna see who's pinky! =D

2007-04-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

Everything im supposed to do today din go as planned. In the end i spent the whole day with my parents. =D We haven spent any quality time for a long time, so its really enjoyable for me. We went to the usual place to have our favourite wanton mee. yum yum! haha. 3 bowls of wanton mee + 1 bowl of dumpling soup + "O-lua" (oyster omelette) = $16. And i foot the bill. Hole in the pocket again, but its worth it!

My mum and i went to have a haircut which i used to go when i was young. So the moment the hairdresser auntie saw me they were like saying those normal opening speech. "eh.. so long nv see you.. grow up le ar.. so tall now.. taller than ur mum.. haha.. blah blah blahh...". I kinda expected all this so i just smile at her. After reading magazines silently pretending im not there, she turned and asked me.. "hey, so do you have a boyfriend now?" Then im like "huh?? ". I thought this type of things only happen to people aged 20+ during weddings or new year. -.-" Then my mum tried to say something like "no la. she still young. not so fast..." But the aunty says "ok wat.. alot of teenagers now get into relationship younger.. blah blah blah.." Nah. Its not happening to me yet although i also dun mind getting married younger. Hee. =p

After all the naggings and "aunty-talk", we went to the marketplace at 800+ while waiting for my dad to fetch us home. My mum wants to buy new bra so we went into Minoshe. I was very bored standing at the counter there wating for my mum to try. The the sales assistant (which is also auntie) look at me and suddenly said, "Doing this can make yours bigger". Then she started demostrating by swinging her arms back and forth. I literally ".........." Out of politeness, i gave a very fake smile and "oh." But she added saying that her's was also small last time, after doing that it gets better. I look at her, actually i don't see any effect because hers is not really very big as well. Doubt it will work, however, for those who wanna learn how please tell me. Haha.

I dunno what the aunties have against me, i just know tat today is not my day. =.=

2007-04-10T00:35:00.000+08:00

This few days quite emo. Haha. Or rather, easily touched. By the animation during easter.. during worship.. watching tv..(although im watching for the second time and its actually not very touching).

In the midst of easter period, im reminded of one person. Was actually quite happy to see some familiar faces coming back to join us. But the one im expecting have yet to come. Im still waiting for that day, i don't believe it will not arrive. Whenever i think of the time we spent together, the events that past, im still praying hard. I believe God will do something to it, not giving up... =)

2007-04-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

I was too tired to blog yesterday. So blogging now. Hee. Went to Haagen Dazs with shar and denise. Not any special occassions just that Denise had $20 voucher and we felt that our dear shepherd had worked very hard. So this treat to let her enjoy. =)

This is what we had..

How satisfied Denise was..

Yay! Heavenly..

We can see the faces of people passing by because we're sitting outside. They're like "wow.."! Haha. We're being rich for once. I really enjoyed the time we spent there eating and talking. Duh~ Im a quality time person. Hee.

Shar, jia you in your assignments and deadlines!! Thx for everything! =)

2007-04-04T03:59:00.000+08:00

Please God VS Please people

Pondering over some things, suddenly this issue pops up in my mind. Is it easier to please God or to please people? Many times, we find it hard to please God, to do the spiritual stuff or give up certain areas of our live and just trust God with it. People often fall away because they want an easier way out. But after thinking through, I was reminded of 2 things:

1) You can never please everyone.
It’s difficult to cater to everyone's need. We are all created differently, the way we think, behave and all. What I like may be disliked by another person. For example when we're planning cg, if we plan it in the way that everyone play sports, there are bound to be objections from the less sporty people. There are so many people out there, we will never please enough. But for God is different. At the end of the day, there is only 1 person, whose approval will matter.

2) Pleasing people is meaningless.
Sounds like some Solomon’s saying. Haha. Seen so many people out there trying to get good results in order to please their parents and live up to their expectation. Others please people so as to gain popularity for themselves. However life is not just about that, when we keep living our life to please people, we will be tired of it gradually. The God-shaped hole will not be filled and we will somehow feel empty within. On the other hand, when we live our life for God, we have a purpose in life. Pleasing God will be such a joy rather than a task that we need to fulfill as a Christian.

Galatians 1:10 - "Am I now trying to win the approval of men, or of God? Or am I trying to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a servant of Christ."

I want to live my life to please God. It doesn't matter whether which is easier anymore, but rather which is more worth it.

2007-03-29T13:01:00.000+08:00

Haha. due to popular demand, here i am to post! kinda lazy to update last month, So pls forgive me. i know u all are so EXCITED and KEEN to see my post! *clap* muahaha. im just crapping. so without further ado, i shall start!! ( after talking crap for so long )

Actually got a lot to post like the pulau ubin cg.. CL retreat.. the meeting up with joyce tan.. the VE job.. those who are always with me should know alot about this. However, decided not to elaborate all that due to time contraints.

Nevertheless, i still wanna take this chance to thank a group of important people that left great memories in my life. Remember the times we mug together? The times we took the big Os.. the times that we enjoy ourselves celebrating after the exam.. the times when we can hang out late while seeing the younger ones rush home.. I really loved the time we had together as a GRADS!! i shall not name it all, you know who you are. Now some of us may be going different way, but it is not the end yet. I believe God will used u all greatly to impact the teriary side! Update me about your life any interesting stories or inspiring experiences, i will be more than gladly to listen. Will meet up one day to have some gatherings k? Love ya! Hee. =D

2007-02-26T17:22:00.000+08:00

Ytd was fun. The 400+ gang went to each other's hse to bai nian. Saw nicholas's collection, haha, he and kerlyn talking so much about digimon while im looking through all the pokemon. So long nv play. haha all the names i forgot, then nicholas is like a pokedex. wahaha. At night we went to watch movie - protege. Its normally not my type of movie but i dun regret watching it. Its nice, but some part quite abrupt i think. After watching we took stupid photos. Haha. This new year i watched 3 movies already. Day 1, yesterday and today, don't say im rich cos i think im one of those who have e least amt of $ for hongbao. Im getting my pay soon i think, but clearing off debts. Hope got some $ leftover i wanna save up. Hee. Thats hard actually.

Protege!

Pirated Version, look nearer at kerlyn's fringe and what nigel is holding.

2007-02-26T15:47:00.000+08:00

Dong Xi Fa Cai is over! Im proud to be in this team! Haha. Thank God for everyone in this together, Cheng, Fiona, Dennis Chua and last but not least our head Yiqin! Its a new experience this time, first time planning for district event, hosting and all. As i expected, it wont go according to the script. Last min had a little change in sequence, haha. most of the parts its impromptu again. Its definately enjoyable for me, although on that day was really stressed, bout the mike plus not enough rest, i think all this is worth it. Haha. sat ss i really very tired, dumb moley joyce caught me red handed. Thx for those who showed ur concern, i appreciate it. Last week was really draining for me, since tues night haven been sleeping much, prepare for cg, last min changes all this. This week can rest well le, cause my job ending tml! haha.

EastC1!

My stupid sheeeeeps

The rest either haven received or lazy to show. haha.

2007-02-18T05:23:00.000+08:00

By the way, happy new year to all!! I think this year really like dont have any atmophere, its like nothing to me, nv really buy new clothes and stuff. Only difference is no need to work, this 2 days can sleep at night. But i cant get into sleep. haha. But one thing i love during new year is can have some reunions with people i don't really see and do some catching up.

2007-02-18T04:59:00.000+08:00

Now is going to 5 but yet i am still wide awake. I think im really used to the timing, normally now i'll be working. Either im working at the cashier or im guarding at the entrance like a watchmen. Cant sleep. =( And i think chinese new year period i'll get fat by alot. Im eating 1 bowl of rice at this hour and surely will eat alot of candies this few days. Oh my, after chinese new year must really exercise alot. Hehe.

Just now went to watch movie with Jojo and angelin, disturb the shepherd and sheep. Haha. We watched twins mission, at first thought it was kinda chin-na but overall its quite nice. Especially those fighting parts, look very real. But don't have ending yet, part 2 coming up. "Im so gonna catch the 2nd part can?" - Denise accent. =p

2007-02-12T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. haven been blogging recently.. some updates in my life:

1) Found a job in prime supermarket..
The pay was pathetic. I wonder why those ah peks that saw us working that says that $4 per hour is alot. But thank God for the job, midnight shift allow us to have flexible schedule in the day. At first there was only one vacancy for midnight shift but after praying and bugging the manager, he employed two midnight staff. For denise is midnight staff staff. haha. dunno why. Anyway the woring environment there was quite good. The supervisor treat us well when she always scold other people esp her favourite man - Ah Siong. Its very interesting to see his anxious face everytime we approach him, cause he thought the supervisor call for him again. Then denise and me always make a joke out of everything. Enjoyed myself working though have to sacrifies our sleep at night.

2) O level result is out!
I believe its really not by my own strength or knowledge that i got this result. Ever since sec3 i have been failing 3 or more subjects for every exam including prelims and My results are always those last few in class. But God really do miracles in my studies. When we put God in the center, He'll not short-change us. Yeah! Thank God for my results.

Haha. thats all i remember for now. heehee. any updates will post again next time. =)

2007-01-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

Im back home so early today! Pon CLM? haha. no la. Family dinner. Those who know me should know that i seldom have this type of event in my family. Unless reunion dinner which is once a year or sometimes not even the whole family is present. So today is really a special day in our family, even my mum dress up nicely. Hee. We went to bugis to eat mala steamboat or izzit hot & spicy steamboat? Haha. My brother & his galfren's treat, thanks ya for such a wonderful meal, must have cost u a bomb. Enjoyed myself and ate quite alot, the spicy soup is rather spicy, even though its only normal type, think i really cant take too spicy stuff. After eating we went to shop arnd. 1st time going to the trendy zone, something like bugis village 2nd floor. My bro's gf looking for tops cos she accidentally stained herself. Unfortunately she din find something she likes. So in the end we went bugis street to find the half jacket that i've wanted to buy since the week before breakthrough. Finally i bought it, or rather my mum bought it for me. HAHAHA! My bro's gf also bought a shirt there. Happy ending! Went back home after buying, the most memorable thing is my dad went shopping with us! Haha, my mum says that explains the rain in the afternoon. Hope that we can get together to eat dinner on a regular basis, although it wont be that special anymore but we can spend quality with one another.

2007-01-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

I hereby declare that there is no restructure coming up now, pls stop those rumours. Thanks. =)

2007-01-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

Almost all the grads can identify with this painful truth - adult fare since 150107!! Ahhh!! A few people, including myself, are complaining about it. For people like us, who have to take a few bus trips each day, can now experience the demerit of not being a student anymore. SO, those people who are still schooling enjoy this privilege!!

Today went pioneering with my team. Had a good start, God had spoke to the few of us and convicts us our missions. No more fear, had to step out of it now, Dunman have to grow!! I certainly don't want to see the school have to be re-established after the 2007 O' Level grads leave. They've done a great job, got a few responsive contacts. Remember our individual goal dudes! Let’s see it happening through us...

shar met us up, evaluated about the growth of the sub D in 2006. While she was saying, I felt so kek! The same qns came to my mind... what have we been doing last year?? Can really feel her heartbeat clearly. We have to grow!! No more dilly-dallying! Time wasted will never be back again.

Know the news today, really heartbroken. I just wish that it’s not true but somehow or rather I have to face it. Although it doesn’t concern about me directly, it do affects me a lot. All I can do is only to pray that it will not stay long like this..... :(

2007-01-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

Grads celebration was cool. I think the $ was worth it, get to play, eat, sing, have fun all these. Thanks to our dear organiser! Its really a privillege to be in grads group i think. Its a happening group as we often have stayover, play together and fellowshipping. Everytime i saw those non grads rushing home den the grads still going supper i feel so happy. Haha. Im a saddist!! :) Anyway grads are cool ppl! yeah? haha. including me! hee. But really cherish this bunch of ppl, we've been through the hard n stressful times, those O lvl papers, Eng.. Physics.. everything! We may be going different ways after this, but i'll definately remember these happening moments, my O levels memorable!! :)

2007-01-07T01:43:00.000+08:00

wahahahahahahahahaha.. so happy & excited.. hahahah

2007-01-04T01:21:00.000+08:00

sorry that i haven been faithful in blogging. Haha. Came back from genting trip!! actually long ago. Hee. Heard from Denise that her sheep thought she's going on missions to genting. Muahaha. Anyway we had fun. I met half of my objective. Hee. =D

1st time experiences:

SPACESHOT - I cant believe i took that ride. If you dont know me, im a person who has a phobia of height. =x To me, its considered VERY high. I had a feeling of jumping of the building. Just before the ride, im 99.9% reluctant to try. But THANKS to joleen who keep emphasizing that come genting must try everything."once in a lifetime experience..." I was so scared that i wanna cry out le before it went up. When i went up i could feel my heart almost drop out.. the scariest part is when it dropped the first time. I could literally feel my whole face distorted, Due to the pressure, i wanted to shout but no sound came out.. :S In the end.. i survived!! Duh~

Cable car - Abit suaku. But the truth is i had never been on a cable car! Genting cable car is not like Singapore, straight line one, its going upwards! Looks scary especially at night, you cant see anything. Meng took a photo of outside, but the picture turned out to have words on it.. "Hary".. if im not wrong. scary eh? Haha. Dont believe check it out urself @ meng's new phone! Anyway, she took everything there including the dustbin. haha. Who's the one first time going genting?

Faint - Actually i think its quite cool. Haha. Never tried before. Ok, im a saddist! I think Jol they all got a hard time helping me. I can hear their voice calling my name. Haha. but all i can see is one whole patch of darkness. They say i hit the dustbin when i fainted. haha. If i had fainted a few sec later, i would reach my seat and be more comfortable, not on the floor, according to jol and denise. Thanks to Joleen (this time is really thanking u) , who helped me apply medicated oil on my forehead.. nose.. rubbing my stomach all these. like a big sister or rather mother. MUMMY! Bet u'll have goosebump if i really call u that. Haha. Thanks to Meng's brother, who ran across the road to buy hot water for me and also directing us in msia. forgot who says that w/o him we'll be a bunch of lost women. Thanks for Meng's mum, Meng and Denise for their concern. Not forgetting Denise's dad who sent us home.

I think this trip will not be possible if this person was not there.. ME! haha.. jkjk its Meng's mum!! She really a generous and giving woman who helped us alot from helping us paying for the wasted trip fare to subsidizing the meals. If she did not go with us we cant get our parent's permission to go most importantly. so thanks to her.

This trip is really enjoyable. The time we spent together, its been a long time when we chatted and spent quality time with each other. Hee. Love ya ppl, i meant animals. =x

PS : Also thank God for softening my parents heart and allowed me to go, not only that they sponsored me in the end with more than enough $. To my shepherd, denise's shepherd, Meng's shepherd and jol's shepherd. "they" are understanding and allowed us to go as well at this period of time. Thanks to ah be for leading the cg in our absence.. sry to ps u! =)

2006-12-26T02:17:00.000+08:00

WOW!! The trip that we've been thinking for so long is gonna come in few hrs time!! so excited.. long time since we gather together and spend quality time. After so many discussiong.. we're finally going! And i believe that this trip is not just going to be a tour trip or anything for us but it will have special meaning as well. Are our objective of the trip the same?? Hee.. hope so.. xD

2006-12-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

God really answered my prayers this few days.. haha.. "ask and it will be given to you.." Matt 7:7.

Thx for the ppl who sent me those msg wishing me a happy spiritual bdae! Really touched by those who actually rmb. However, regardless whether u rmb or just happened to know, a big THX to u! Ppl like Shuh Fen.. Angel(eastF).. Meng Mong.. Denise.. Ah be.. Qinning.. Serene.. :)

2006-12-20T03:50:00.000+08:00

Thank You God for bringing me to You!!

Thank You God for bringing me to this family of Yours.. with fun and loving ppl!

Thank You God for Your presence that is with me!

Thank You God for providing me everything i need!

Thank You God for everything.. amen!

I've never regret receiving Jesus in my life.. so if u haven tasted the goodness.. pls dial 94305681 for more info! Thank You. :)

2006-12-20T03:05:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. its been a long time i blog.. abit rusty.

"Camp was great!!"... "Bro David Chen is cool".. " I want to have a breakthrough!!"....... are commonly seen on ppl's nick after the camp. And indeed it is! I think this camp i benefitted alot in the practical applications. Was left alone to lead the grp throughout most of the time.. the other two or rather 3 animals (turkey.. pig and cow) was busy and very busy. Given my personality, i quite scare of leading not so small grp.. wahaha. But thank God nth happened.. and thanks to the coreteams always helping when it is needed..

Pastor David Chen's testmonies are encouraging. If His life is so inspiring.. and we serve the same God.. we CAN do it too! We're victorious in Jesus! ;) Im encouraged by Matthew's testimony as well. God really uses anyone and everyone.

Fellowship was great too! Had fun with the international delegate, Junzhen. She's a sis really hungry for God and a serving person.. hee. if got chance must get to know her more..

I like the phrase alot.. " Man 100% , God 100%!" gonna make it my slogan! Cos actually on sat i dont have any visitors and was pulling my hair.. so i told God that i'll go down to small mac and really do everything humanly possible.. so use me greatly" True enough, when we do our everything we can, it leaves us to letting God do the rest. I got 2 visitors which me and sf approach on that very day. We just invite them and within 5 mins they called to confirm that they're coming later!! Praise God! Man 100% + faith = God's 100%!

Lastly, if u want to see any pics of our great fun, pls go www.into-your-presence.blogspot.com. You should thank me for promoting your blog, tur!

2006-12-05T02:05:00.000+08:00

OHANA camp! haha.. at first really very nervous for it to come.. cos shar say we need to help the ppl pray for vision.. haha.. most of the Cls were very nervous.. some of us say we dun even have vision how to help ppl pray for one? haha.. throughout the whole day i notice the other Cls had the same face as me. haha. my heart was bout to drop out when altar call starting. however when the spirit works it really works. I dunno how but it jus the way it is. Our counsellor. Cool. One word struck me.. "unit" i was keep praying and thinking of it before that. well.. considered as vision? haha.. Prayed for a few ppl after shar prayed for me. dunno whether izzit applicable to them. haha. hope so.

Had great fun fellowshipping. Get to know a few non grads better as we interact. Im quite young at heart one lor.. haha.. like to play with kiddies.. so thoe who i always disturb means u're kiddie.. haha jkjk..

Dyed my hair today! hee. Farewell to my 100% pure black hair.. but wanna try new things.. its not really obvious unless under light..haha.. i dun really like too bright.. mayb this colour bored le buy other colour to play with.. haha..

2006-11-30T09:54:00.000+08:00

Time is running up.
Im not prepared as yet.
How i wish for time to go slower.
I need more time.
Decisions to be made.
Heart to be settled...

2006-11-30T02:03:00.000+08:00

My "missing-in-action" blog has been found. Changed new blogskin again. No choice. I would rather change a new blogskin since have to edit everything all over again. Hee.

Finally after exam - long awaited moment. However, the joy is not as much as everyone expected. True enough, Have more time to do a lot of things now. But, indeed, the joy is uncomparable to seeing people receiving salvation. I want to see my whole household serving together.

My heart is heavy. A lot of things going through my mind. Haven been settling down to think things out. Filled with mixed emotions. Sad cant fully express what im feeling when i heard the news. I dont know whether i should just let go like this or to try means and ways to help, but i know im limited. Frustrated with myself that im not able to do something about it or help in this. I dont want to see it resulting in this way. Really dont want. How i wish i could change the situation but i know i cant. Ultimately, it is still up to God not me.

A lot of things i know i should do but i haven been doing. I had to make a choice and be determined to overcome it. I cant do it on my own. God, Pls take my hand...

Thought of Joyce Tan's fav msg tone. =p
"God would make a way... when it seems to be no way."

2006-11-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

Once again i feel the tender love showered upon me by my doting Father.

Haha. feel like Jonah today.. so childish.. but yet God love us still e same.

Gentle..

Loving..

Caring..

Always providing..

Indescibable..

who can resist such wonderful love by Him? :)

2006-11-02T19:56:00.000+08:00

God is indeed a Father who understand our thoughts.

Just recently i realise that camp early bird registration is due soon. haha. Although i did not mention it out, actually i was quite afraid that i could not save enough money in time. This few days keep staying at home, or rather i was forced to stay at home and mug. haha. not going out = no income. The savings i got for camp is only like.. $30? Not even enough for the deposit. I din want to borrow from people again. Sry for those im still in debt to. I will try my best. Really sry. Just when im still panicking inside my heart, God understands my worries. :) so sweet right? He bless me through my human father by giving me $50! This kind of situation to take place has a probability of 0.1%. But it did happened!! haha. So now i think i can pay the full amount by the date due. Praise God!! :)

2006-11-01T02:08:00.000+08:00

haha.. banned from using the com for so long.. finally gt a little time to come.. here to encourage those who preparing for exams.. jiayou!! hee.. countdown to the end of Os.. 20 days!! after tat so much things tat i wanna do.. hee.. chiong vcds.. comics.. gt BREAKTHROUGH camp!! gt crash course!! so so so look forward to those events.. God will bring us through this dreadful period.. haha.. so hold on to his promise!! He'll nv forsake us.. even when we're taking our exams.. thx for those who smsed to cheer us up for o lvl! hee.. will be waiting!

2006-10-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

heehee.. going to shift hse le.. finally.. he toilet bowl here is so uncomfortable.. haha.. but of cos still very she bu de this neighbourhood.. all the 800++ de neighbours.. hee..miss the bubble tea shop all this..

2006-10-01T04:40:00.000+08:00

Phew! Finally changed my blogskin! Fresh new look!Great sense of achievement because this is the first time i do it from head to toe all by myself. Previously is other people help me de. Hee. Learnt alot too.

2006-10-01T01:14:00.000+08:00

Wahaha.. got a testimony to share! At first i really wanted to go for the crash course after my Os because i already missed one during the holidays. However i'm really cash tight this few weeks and registration supposed to close today. I did not have enough in my savings as I got quite a lot of things to pay for. When i finally managed to squeeze out the exact amount of money, i was late for service and had to take cab! I was thinking.. "ah!! if i take i got not enough $ left, but if i dont take i will be extremely late. God please provide me a way!!" And Its really answered as the price of the crash course change to $20 and ends next week!! Means i even had extra $ to pay for other things! Its really " I called.. and you answer... and you came to my rescue...."

Today's service was great as usual!! learnt about self leadership. I think thats really what many people, including me, needed in this period of time. I am mostly a carrot but i want to me coffee bean!! Cool man!

Someone has been occupying my mind today.. really worried for the person..heart bumping. Although i dont know what happened or anything, sensed something strange going on. God knows it the best, so really pray hard that He will intervene.

2006-09-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

ARGHH!! cockroach terror!! When i return home just now, before i even step into the house i can hear my mother's panicky voice. I thought what happen and later found out that there is a cockroach on loose. THe worst thing is, its inside MY room!! Although i am not really afraid of cockroach, i felt so disgusted. Imagine sleeping with a cockroach crawling nearby me. Gross man. But since my brother and mother is taking care of the matter, i am too tired to bother about after had a workout in gym. So i went to bathe, unfortunately, my mum found a cockroach outside the bathroom after my bath!! I wonder its the same cockroach or its just his twin brother. The whole family is getting paranoid. Pray hard that i wont sleep with a cockroach tonight.Today's first visit to the gym, i think i appear to be so "suaku". But the workout is fun. Tried out almost everything, but i still prefer running the best, because it is not really very vigorous. It feels good to have a workout at least once a week. Oh no! i'm talking more and more like jol.

2006-09-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

Wow.. so long nv blog le.. its finally after prelims.. can rest abit le.. haha.. went to cartel with jol, meng mong & denise.. very long never get together and have dinner le.. its our day!! muahaha.. i think my life willl be so different without this bunch of crazy yet fun buddies.. all of us are so different.. yet.. God place us together. whenever e word "friends" came to my mind.. dey'll be e first i think of. If u all are reading this mus feel honoured hor!! I lubb euuuuuu all 4eva!! Till eternity worz.. muahaha.. really thank God for placing us together.. although sometimes we endure more than enjoy each other.. but dey're e bunch tt nv fail to encourage me. if one of us has another problem..there will always be biblical advices available.. haha.. tats wat frens are for.. isn't it? Especially friendship that has Jesus in the center.. thanks people!! :)

4 ge xiao gua..

they look amazed.. i look annonyed..

our personality.. so u know who is the most abnormal de.. =x

look at meng's "hideous" face

here again!!

we're laughin at her.. muahaha

Bimbotic 4.. its us CAN?

Jol's lame idea as usual..

We're innocent!!

Do we look alike? small eyes.. lips..

Man does not live on bread alone..

after taking..

Thats all.. heehee.. we had fun..

2006-08-29T22:57:00.000+08:00

Haha.. this few weeks feel kinda weird in some sense.. but nvm.. training myself to depend on God more than human strength.. its a time for breakthroughs! Despite what is going to come, i pray hard that i will not be shaken but fully trust in God. I mean its true, we dont need to act spiritual or God abiding. I believe so many people out there obey God due to the love for Him. Im proud to be a child of God!! Don't know how to express myself, but so glad that we can always look up to Him.

Saw a few people today, actually i agree with Denise's comment. although it is abit offensive, i think it is rather true. A person who is after God is different from any other who is not. Their maturity is reflected to the outward appearance. i saw a few examples already this week, don't believe go and check it out. haha. rmb meng said before about someone she thinks is less attractive than last time. Her reason is " cos he not serving, that's why."

Anyway today while studying suddenly had the strong urge to pray for a person. Then i was wondering, maybe i got gift of intecessory. Just a thought. haha. As i was praying, God told me about attitude. i not sure of the exact meaning. But im sure that God will intervene very soon.

The time has come...

2006-08-27T04:13:00.000+08:00

Finally get e missions fotos!! Cool man!

these are the floodin disasters.. terrible..

With the bros & sis dere...

The funshots..

other photos which is..

how many % are we?

candyfloss..

Ronald macdonald says "SawadeeKup"

the embarrassed place..

taken from e plane.. cool yeah?

Still got alot of fotos not here yet.. including my favourite picture.. hee.. but its really cool going on missions.. esp wif this fun bunch of ppl.. hee.. really wanna go on another missions!! so tat i can experience more of it!! so geck!! Tat tym still talkin bout hong kong trip really finalize le but cant go!! boo hoo hoo.. sad sia.. but its ok.. i'll be back for more missions.. muahaha..

2006-08-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

Battling inside.. struggling not to think in that way.. its contradicting i know. mixed feelings and thoughts.. "God help me help me help me!!"

2006-08-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

New begining of e grads grp.. muahaha.. G1!! not superband.. not any pilot pen but is the Godly 1!! watch out~~ muahaha.. had fun.. eatin pizza and honey chicken etc.. delicious.. fantastic.. marvelous.. and on and on..

The 1st service together..

its a rainbow.. can see?

most united caregroup.. all order yong tau foo unknowingly..

hee.. an hip hip hurray!! O lvl chinese results is out.. no matter how's e results we gonna give thanks to God.. its over anyway.. =) at first very nervous de.. dreamt of it thrice 2days before.. funny thing is e results slip cant find my name. and before ms si came in she was crying.. scare us sia.. thank you God!!

2006-08-09T17:15:00.001+08:00

Lengendary ec3.. it will nv be e same..

4 ge xiao gua...

the privilleged team..

Best partners.. muahaha..

not again?

sheep pen - mighty warriors

-Hope 4d-

spastic shots.. by jol.

wahaha.. can see who's e spastic one rite?

Different ways from now.. but same God we serve!!

2006-08-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

03/08/06 - last cg..

ec3b has gone a long way too.. ever since at e old old rc.. we had our very first cg.. it was terrible.. but we persevered on.. e day tat me jol huijuan n joyce sitting in e room.. evaluating our first cg.. we know it will get better.. e days tat we always hit 6.. e cursed no. for a long time we're stagnant.. e roles tat are alternate.. me n jol.. till we moved to e old rc.. its still e 6 of us.. e problems tat we've overcomed.. God is faithful n increase to our grp. more came.. life changed.. super newbies.. its really heart warming to c a grp grow from scratch.. when im sittin at rc.. really cant imagine tis is e last time le.. tis is really a grp tat i enjoyed alot.. e fun times.. e problems.. e cover-up of awkward pauses.. e encouragement.. i dunno bout how e others feel bout it but for me its certainly fulfiling n oso "she bu de".. im naturally e more emotional type.. haha.. e lengendary ec3.. its gonna even more n greater heights for e non grads.. more is to come.. e grads are gonna haf a battle wif GCE Os.. wahaha.. after we split really gonna do our best in wherever we're!!

All e best!! Everyone in ec3..

2006-08-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

closets had come to an end.. throughout e whole harvest we had 13 converts.. if im not wrong.. hmm.. discouraged.. cos on tat day fail to hit goal.. had been wondering e reasons.. but i noe tat we tried our best.. e ppl worked hard.. so its ok!! Fri i alr told God im gonna trust in Him le.. so watever it is He'll lead me n guide me.. now is a time to follow up n oso celebrate.. so dun wanna feel regret or anything.. really pray hard for e converts tat satan will not be able 2 get hold of dem.. but tis generation gonna be e one tat shines out!

restructure taking place soon.. talkin 2 denise really let me think baq.. e long way ever since im in ec3.. those times.. haha.. so fast its changin le.. the lengendary ec3.. woooohh!! 3 cheers n 3 cheers n 3 cheers to EC THREE!! Hip Hip Hooray!! :)

2006-07-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. cool man.. went 2 rc 2 spend solitude wif jacq.. dol.. cheng n joyce.. at 1st when jacq says e prophecy bout e tree n roots all tis God oso impressed upon my heart of springs of water.. den she oso gt mention.. den i was like wow.. den God told me ps 114.. den springs of water.. den i was so nervous 2 even flip open n check.. cos abit awkward dunno y.. den when i flipped open again den very page im at is e ps 114.. n really gt springs of water.. den i was lyk O.O but still dun dare 2 speak until e rest spoke n all of e verse or content is gt springs of water.. den all e more im confirm tat God is speakin not me.. so i haf 2 convey His msg.. haha.. being a child of God is soooo exciting.. wonder who thinks tat christians are boring ppl.. hee.. i think if i wasnt here 2dae i'll most prob think so too.. but thank God im HERE!! muahaha.. my life is filled wif so much surprises wif Jesus.. wahahaha..

Tml is closets part II.. gonna be exciting.. n guess how much ec3 hit??? 72!!! wow!! cool man!! This time i really see alot of ppl workin so hard n im really so desperate this time n nervous for this harvest.. my personal goal is 15.. gonna hit tml.. for now confirmed att de is 17.. wow.. pray hard tat more is gonna come!! i told God tat if i din hit im not gonna cut my hair for at least 1 mth.. muahaha.. yeah.. e irritating fringe of mine is driving me mad.. but i think nth can compare to e lifes tat are gonna b tranformed by tis service.. rock on~!! Pray hard tml!! God is moving!! can u hear e sound of revival??~~~ :)

2006-07-28T13:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. this week is special.. haha.. 1st time in my life i did not attend sch for 4 days in a week.. mon n tue i did not go.. i went on wed.. i was still tellin geck ting jokingly tat scarli i will not turn up e nx day and 1 week only attend once.. n it came true.. but it wasnt good to be coop up at home oso. jus tat this week i had plenty of rest.. i slept until noon.. but i think this few days wasnt tat bad too.. cos i had more time wif my family.. n parents.. can haf more quality time.. and my mum is very pro.. she know tat im going out later.. so i wont really watch my diet.. so in 15mins she came up with rice wif 1 soup and 3 side dish.. all wif my fav food.. she made it nutritious and delicious. haha.. cool rite?

Later gonna go out n chiong le.. im really DESPERATE!! Pls gimmi some people!! sounds so wrong.. haha but who cares!! there's no more time.. will grab whoever i see today.. wahaha.. beware!!

2006-07-25T16:11:00.000+08:00

some flashbacks throughout the yr..

with our pretty pastor shirley! (:

Ec3Biblical in jackets!

oldies ec3b

Let there b light!~

The armour-bearers

Murder!!

reach out for God!

cheese~~

the young ones

heehee

im e tallest n tats e truth.. =p

superwomen??

life-changin moments.. encountering God!!.....

Really glad to be in this group.. e fun times.. spiritual moments.. ec3 rocks!!~

2006-07-25T13:56:00.000+08:00

Not forgetting my dearest sheep pen.. meh meh..

start wif the youngest yet e longest sheep i've.. one little two little three little MOLEY.. Hee.. cannot say her moley le.. her pimple overpower dem.. hee.. =p

Hey ya.. known u for 2 yrs n see how u've grow up from a little kiddy to a young teenager now.. from drawin circle & acting shy to a spiritual leader leadin ur ppl.. been a long way.. haha.. really glad to haf u arnd n learn 2gether.. continue 2 grow n lead ur ppl 2 greater heights! Expand ur land!! Junyuan will b done!! Take ownership of e grp n jia you!!

Next.. the one like to act cute.. muahaha.. i dunno sec 4 or sec 1.. bear who scare it?

Hey you! dun act cute le ok? u not young le.. haha.. really gt goosebumps.. =pp but.. can c u really grown in ur relationship wif God.. from a stubborn to a really excited follower of christ..see ur hardwork in this harvest n true enuff u really haf a breathru in ur life.. continue growin.. this is not enuff.. more ppl out dere need u.. go all out for e lost n really wanna encourage u takin Os this yr.. depend fully on God n dun take it all wif ur own hands.. jia you!!

Lastly.. my classmate-cum-sheeepy..

Yo! so happy 2 haf u in my team.. u've been a great support to me.. always encouragin me wif ur faith & spirit. u're an independent learner..n very smart.. haha.. continue to use ur talents & giftings to serve God.. u can do great things WITH & FOR GOD!! so continue in ur journey wif God its filled wif ups & down but dun get distracted by other things.. Os comin this yr too.. same here.. Depend on Him but not on human strength.. e results will b more divine!! jia you!!

Thx for serving with me all these while.. u all bring joy to my life too!!

Also to my grandsheeps.. haha.. u all very cute n thx for e support u all gave me.. really appreciate e tym that Are 2gether wif u all.. u all are a bunch of vibrant n excited generation! continue to serve wif all ur heart mind and soul. u all are e generation that will do greater things den us becos from glory to glory!! Looking forward to see u all becomin e nx bunch of leaders takin care of ppl! jia you!!

2006-07-24T15:29:00.000+08:00

Sat went cartel 2 eat anyway.. 1st tym go.. hee abit suaku.. but had a good time despite my dunno-how-to-describe feeling. anyway it reminded me of e restructure results comin to take place soon. at first tot it still a long way b4 partin but unknowingly left 1 week.. through e whole journey in EC3 after e last restructure.. really learnt alot from many ppl.. so now i shall have my speech.. muahaha..

start wif my dearest jiejie-cum-mummy shepherd (muakaka.. can picture her hair standin.. xp evil me)

YOU are a great leader.. a nice person to be with.. ur evil laughter n such brighten up ppl's day n open up ppl easily.. hee.. learnt alot thru ur style of leadership.. although very different n commando type(like u said).. it really motivate ppl n bring ppl to chiong.. hee.. inspired my life alot thru how u handle things.. e time we are together are not really very long but i really hope to know u better.. e way u lead ur life really encourages me.. hee.. always all out for God n His kingdom no matter how tired u're.. YOU ROCK~~

Next.. e annoyin.. oops i meant anointed(hee.. =pppp).. irritating.. i meant incredible.. big baboon.. i meant biblical.. haha enuff of intro.. i guess u all noe who is tat person tat fit this description rite?

yeah.. my "loving" partner J-O-L..Hey u mus b honoured of such a nice n long intro k? Hee.. you're a fun person to play wif.. those spastic actions.. its quite long that we had 2 work 2gether.. although we always haf disagreements, i really enjoy workin wif u. learnt alot from ya too.. always being so frank n impose qns tat makes me think. you're a really a word centered person tat whatever happen u always lead the whole thing back to e bible 1st. dun say "got meh?" haha.. seriously, you're a great partner!!

Next.. my dearest turkey-cum-lion.. a animal which i've known e longest among here. Hail Hail the lion of EC3

Heya..u're a good company when im bored..always entertain me wif ur silly actions.. haha.. throughout all these while ever since i've known u.. u really grown alot.. from innocent to bimbotic.. haha jk la.. from the pervert gal to a spiritual leader. a person that can express her love welll for God.. can really see ur heart for God n His ppl.. a loving leader that gif e best to ur ppl.really inspired me alot wif ur care&concern for e lost.

Monkey..Gorilla..chimpanzee.. AH MENG!! wahaha..

An innocent & pervertic gal..contradicting rite? haha.. innocent as in gullible type.. watever ppl say she'll believe.. haha.. pervertic in e way that she lyk to aim those part that we dun usually touch.. i admire ur love for ppl tat u're always willing to go extra mile for dem. whether is ur contacts or sheep or anybody else u'll still offer help despite inconvenience. im sry for always being late. but really admire ur patience. a good tempered person that i seldom seen u being angry or anything.

These bunch of animals that cheer up my life n im proud 2 b in... LOVE YA

2006-07-24T13:39:00.000+08:00

2dae trapped at home.. din attend sch cos not feelin well.. wah n e medical fee cost a bomb.. wanted to go polyclinic but my mum insist on visitin e family doctor.. den e result is $52!!! so exp lo.. *sobs.. xin tong*

anyway ytd had solitude wif jacq, meng n denise. it was great. e day b4 i was still feelin rather discouraged. how come we worked so hard but not much came in? alot of questions came thru my mind but i dunno how 2 decribe wat im feeling.. but after ytd i was soooo much assured by God.. its gonna come!! when i was prayin God impressed my heart of ps 103. then i decided to turn e bible n check it out n e amazing thing is when i open e bible its e exact same page.. i was lyk "wah God u win.." cos at 1st still doubting but now it cant be coincidence.. i believe God wanna reassure me that He loves us alot n want e best for us in His timing. So wat im gonna do is to chiong wif God n let Him do e rest.

God, i pray that later i'll be able to go out and lead my ppl in refreshin demselves in You.. i know that there's no point workin so hard on our own n forget why we work n who we're workin for.. God pls anoint me to minister to them n speak thru me.. Amen!!

2006-07-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

perserverance.. as i was prayin.. God oso showed me a image of a tree w/o leaves.. blown by strong gusts of wind.. it was swayin so hard but its roots hang on tight to e soil.. refusing to admit defeat to e wind.. after e wind.. e sun came out n e tree began to grow.. as it grow n grow.. little kids came under its canopy n rest.. e ppl are bleesed by e tree.. I think God is tryin to say while now is e crucial period.. we mus really hang on.. after all this.. so many ppl are gonna b blessed becos of our peserverance.. ppl receiving salvation all tis.. jus becos our stand.. imagine if we gif up.....

another 3 words God reminded me of.. MORE THAN CONQUERORS! its much more than we can imagine.. more is gonna come in!! jus lyk e dunman prayer meet.. even teachers are approachin.. cool man God!!

2006-07-16T11:37:00.000+08:00

I still think my contact field not enuff!! Gotta chiong le.. 6 days!!

2006-07-10T20:29:00.000+08:00

MR bernard.. YOU ROCK~~ muahaha.. so cool.. i think most of e ppl arnd us had heard of tis le.. but i still wanna write down.. hee.. on fri hope DMN prayer meeting.. we're havin praise half way den suddenly we saw mr bernard lookin at this direction.. we were lyk.. er.... how ar.. den our speed of singin gets faster n faster until he walk here meng started to "zhao"(praise leader).. wahhaa.. den all of us faster go take our bag & tuck in shirt.. nametag.. we tot he coming here to scold or sth.. den unexpectedly.. he told us in a very gentle&peacful voice:"pls target to finish it by 720 nx tym so tat u all haf 5mins to go up to class.. u guys haf a blessed day ahead.. may e Lord be with you.. pull out ur sockS.." haha.. sth liddat.. we're lyk :O haha.. so blessed!! How many DM will say such kind words to u.. muahaha.. we're so excited e whole day tat whenever we c him we're laughin so happily.. muahaha.. now seeing him is not so lyk scared of him but really look up to him.. hee.. =)

today oso.. according to liling account. tat when we havin worship we're so engrossed tat we din notice e tym is up.. hee.. den we keep prayin until ling saw bernard walkin 2 e basketball court.. he look at us den look at e other side of e basketball court with a few sec 1s playin basketball.. den he scolded the boys n ask dem to hurry.. so ling quickly inform us n meng faster end prayer.. den everyone faster go take our bag den he go off le w/o hurrying us at all.. we feel so privilege sia.. wah.. so special.. think everyone look up 2 mr bernard from now on..

2006-07-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

"harvest are plentiful.. but the workers are few.." God spoke to me bout this verse.. & after tat confirm it to me again! So lets be prepared & go out to e field to CHIONG!! Im sooooo excited for the harvest!! Once its gone.. its GONE!! july 06 wont come again.. soon we'll b sittin for Os. So dun waste away tis time!!

Really motivated to see ppl 2getherin this team.. those whu're not really working yet.. join us!! u're soooo welcome.. hee.. i saw Caijuan & Siew Ling, Waiman & Joyce.. all these future leaders evaxin n sowin.. sooo cool!! YOU ROCK!!~~ Jiayou!!

But the weird thing is.. although i feel so excited for harvest.. i felt so troubled & burden at e same time.. its contradicting i noe.. but i jus dunno wats tat area tat is bothering me.. stupid S.A Tan.. SHOO!!~

2006-07-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

T-R-U-S-T.. [[Pro 3:5-6]]

The area tat God has been prompting me.. Himself, thru His ppl, & thru e Word..

GOD i want to grow in tis area!!

Take my hand, O LORD.

Mould me.

Help me.

Only You.

2006-06-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

Attention! Hee! Testimony to share! Just now while i was filling up the short term missions report, my com suddenly hang. i waited for 15-20mins still cannot. when it was better, i cant find e recovery of the file but only can see the original copy which is unfilled. then i was so panicky cos its late at night le i very tired plus tml need to wake up at 5. means only gt 5 hrs of slp. i desperately cried out to God and ask Him to help me!! I decided to do my quiet time first and believed that by the time i go out the com will be ok and i can find the recovered copy. while i was reading the bible, many verses assured me.. those verses that promise us that God will send help in times of trouble. not jus 1 but quite a few verses. so amazing! not jus tat, i was so excited to see the com aft doing QT. THANK GOD! my prayers are answered!! The recovery copy is still there updated to the last thing i stopped. so cool rite my God? Hee.. :)

2006-06-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

Whee~ looking back at last tym.. i jus realize that dere r some changes in me.. havin a breakthrough in L-O-V-E.. e things i used to struggle.. to look at it now i really feel happy.. God is really working thru me.. if not i dun think i can overcome by myself..

Everyday wif God is soooo exciting.. if u're lookin at this but haven noe God yet.. i tell u e truth. A life is God is so much more exciting than a normal life.. i experience it b4.. tats y i can say e diff honestly.. Give urself a chance to noe this Jesus.. n your life will nv b e same! :)

2006-06-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

Wahaha! God is cute.. n His plan is sooooo cool.. haha.. im surprised but yet excited for future.. e challenges im gonna face.. n e ppl tat will b terrorize by me.. i can think of a few now le! muhaha.. so excited 2 c their response when dey know.. but i believe God's plan is really brilliant.. in puttin me in tat place.. think its really a gd choice.. benefittin alot of ppl. e thing im more amused is my sheepmates no.1.. sheepmate no.2.. n others.. wahaha..

2006-06-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

Yahoo! 1st day of sch.. God pls refresh my movitation for study every new day!! its nv bout me but for You!! *this is for You.. this is for YOU!!* i wanna study w e right spirit tat sustain.. this is e new beginin for me.. hee.. gonna b salt & light! its so hard sometimes but God pls help me!!

AHH!! another thing is i need to wait for 1 more day! hee.. e results.. i cant stand e feeling of being in suspense.. haha.. im not curious bout e results or sth but jus tat i dun lyk e waitin time.. nvm.. 1 more day.. i must be patient! hee.

Lastly.. poor waiman.. lets keep her in prayer.. she's havin a high fever.. pls heal her God!!

2006-06-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

Haha.. oso not forgettin e team tat went 2gether! thank God for Gideon leadin us.. a great leader wif lots of knowledge.. and oso Yiqin.. Joleen.. Meng.. thx for being in this team wif me! If i gt chance to go on mission.. i'll pounce on it man! Hee. =)

2006-06-25T18:28:00.000+08:00

IM back in SINGAPORE!! actually back few days ago le.. haha.. but its so refreshin.. e thai mission trip! thank God tat i haf this chance to go n experience it myself!! its really God if not my parents wont b so easy to allow me.. after clearing my 1st obstacle - parents.. i had e 2nd obstacle - $$$.. thank God for meng, jes n ling.. for lendin me.. im payin off asap.. saving up.. long story.. at 1st my dad sponsoring.. in e end.. haha.. i had 2 pay myself.. but nvm.. wif God im able! settling e 1st 2 obstacle.. i tot all i haf is to wait for e mission trip itself.. but my 3rd obstacle is dere! SICK!! on e night b4 i set off.. i had a bad feelin.. cos i took e temp is 37.5 or sth.. i really prayed hard.. e nx day it did not subside.. but instead it went up to 37.8 or sth.. den i was thinkin.. God is so so cute.. haha.. when i wish tat i'll b sick n can rest.. He din gimmi e fever. but when im going off He gaf me.. i din complain or sth.. but i feel e sense of assurance.. so i was faith-filled & told God tat "whether i'll b healed on tat day anot is fully depenedin on You le.. cos i know You has e best plan n will let me b in e best condition to learn." thank God.. after tat in e nite.. i was healed!! Praise God!! i guess God is tryin to tell me sth.. to haf faith n depend on Him n everything will b jus e way He intend to be.

mission trip was great!! learnt alot.. although not as "WOW" as e previous batch.. rhema word from God.. but lyk Gideon says.. God wont overteach.. it may b e things we need currently.. cos we're leadin caregroup.. so wat we learnt are more of practical things.. n its so amazing to see myself knowing ppl in thailand.. whu is completely stranger at 1st.. but we had 1 thing in common - JESUS! it connect us 2gether!

the first few days we spend at Phitsanulok.. e fellowship was great!! we had alot of fun.. really enjoyed it..we jus know the ppl dere for arnd 3-4 days n yet we feel so close.. really miss dem lots.. hope to see dem again. we're really inspired by e ppl dere.. dey're so simple.. yet faith-filled ppl for God! 2nd day in hope Sam Ngam.. everyone was so frenly & serving.. dey served each other n can see its not jus in front of us.. but dey're always doing it all e tym.. even e pastor. *grin* He's really humble n serving.. he look lyk any ordinary person but yet he's greatly used by God to lead e ppl dere! Gideon says he even sacrifies himself tat night to sleep outside wif them.. which he can chose not to.. he slp at e position tat has no fan.. which means e mosqito will attack most.. so tat gideon n yiqin can slp wif e fan n more comfortable.. is lyk he can jolly well jus enjoy himself in his room but he came out wif dem..
we went to hope phitsanulok's service on sun. e ppl r really excited! not jus youth!! but from ppl age lyk us to 60++ yrs old.. saw an aunty whu is half body paralysed.. praisin Jesus wif all she can.. during sermon ppl so convicted tat everyone is shouting. afterall we feel so welcomed by e ppl dere.. dey really shower us wif gifts tat is personalize by dem.. oh ya.. lastly Pastor Jo.. he preached during e service.. wif such conviction.. b4 tat i saw him really praising God lyk a child.. so cool to c a grown-up man wearing suit jumpin n praising lyk a little boy..
After service we went to e floodin area.. 1st tym seeing disaster wif my very own life.. Singapore is so fortunate tat we dun face tis.. everything is jus nice n dun nit 2 worry bout.. tat makes ppl feel contented n thinks dey dun nit a "God" in their live to control dem.. really feel a burden for e unsaved souls.. if this happen to singapore.. dunno how many ppl will lose their salvation.. so we mus realy go out n reach out to ppl!! perharps tats y God wan us to see it..

Back to Bangkok.. although we onli spent abit of tym dere.. im inspired by their heart for God. they really c e value of serving e kingdom of God.. There's s sis tat commit her life wholly to God.. she sign contract w e company tat she wanna bring her work home n do so tat she can do ministry in daytime.. she evax wif her ppl n serve God in e day n onli start her work at night.. everyday slpin from 2am-6am.. she say honestly she'll b tired sometimes.. but God is her strength. she oso say she learn Eng so tat nx tym she can relate to ppl n prepare herself for missions 1 day.. dey really haf big dreams for God.. n r preparing demself to fulfil it.. another sis.. she's jus a ordinary shepherd.. but she wan to plant church in Russia.. cos she say dere are alot of conflicts dere.. e ppl really need God! Another DL in youth dere wanted to be a nurse back.. so tat she can do missions oso. They really wanna do things for God globally.. not jus in thailand but thru long-term missions too..

Learnt n inspired by dem lots.. will nv forget this trip.. e ppl dere.. Pi Do, Pi Bim, Pi May, Pi Wi, Pi Ing.. lots of dem.. thank you God for everything u impart to us! =)

2006-06-11T18:07:00.000+08:00

Im back from camp!! ENCOUNTER '06! It was really a spirit-filled camp!! Holy spirit really stirred in our hearts! "Holy Spirit touch ur ppl.. teach us e ways of God!!" Most of us have a personal encounter wif God.. heard of testimonies of healings.. baptism.. GOD IS SO REAL!! Throughout e whole camp im prompted deeply in e area of faith.. perhaps tats e area i lack of most.. from day1 worship till e very end of camp.. God keep remindin me of faith.. its time for me to respond & step out in faith le! cos lack of faith is 1 of e obstacles for us to be filled wif e Spirit.. day2 - 080606.. shirley say tat it will b e day we wont forget!! Indeed.. most of us was touched by GOD.. especially altar call.. for me it starts from Jac's mitin b4 prayer mitin.. e prayer really make me realised tat i need to really desire more! so during worship i really cried out to God.. " God i need to be refreshed by You.. all of us need You! dont pass us by!!" God showed to be real when we earnestly seek Him.. during altar call.. i pray for faith too.. i wan to haf e gift of faith!! In watever circumstances choosing to trust God.. i wan to g in Faith!! However after tat i feel tat somethings are still missin.. i dunno why my heart is still lackin of something.. thank God for my shepherd whu helped my pray.. i noe tat i really need God.. cant live w/o Him! day3 - ignite!! wow! so cool man! Dance was great!! Denise oso very pro in dancin.. so proud of my spiritual budd.. haha.. i meant my messenger 7.5.. hee.. during worship i was distrated by things arnd me until i really settle down my heart to meet God.. when God's spirit is upon us.. we can do great things! haha.. during e whole camp i feel so emotional.. not becos i bad tempered or wat.. but whenever i go into God's presence i broke out in tears.. God is so great man!! onli He deserve e best from us!! when we prayed for dunman revival.. everyone was so convicted! this tym round we really need to do it!! cant afford another yr or camp.. last camp oso pray liddat but nth much happened.. this tym round.. by faith!! we gonna leave some descendants behind!! i hope e fire will not b died down!! come on! we need to keep tat passion back to sch! not jus in camp we haf e desire but oso in sch n other places!! Dunman revival is gonna come now!! soon n very soon!!

2006-06-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

Yo.. im here again.. jus return from e CL camp! its cool man.. e program whole day.. e worship.. e teaching.. e sharing.. wow! so privillege actually.. hmm.. first thing! i wasnt late.. muahaha.. really need this type of discipline everytime.. i reach earlier than supposed to.. i lyk being liddat.. sometimes i really rather wait for ppl den ppl waitin for me.. hee.. so sry.. tat im always late.. changin in progress.. so pls bear wif me.. hmm.. not alot of ppl is late.. mayb cos all of dem r leaders..

alright start wif worship.. its so refreshin.. past few days my heart is holdin on to sth.. which im controlled by my emotions.. but 2dae worship i really pour out my heart to God.. not jus tat.. when we're prayin.. i earnestly prayed so hard like nv b4.. its so.......WOW.. ( haha.. lyk i always said.. my eng is very limited.. only lyk this & lyk tat.. so dun blame me if im always using WOW.. cos 1stly.. i dunno how to describe.. 2ndly.. i dunno wat other word can use.. 3rdly.. its really WOW.. =D ) i really wanna b a spirit-filled person.. not emotional led.. n really prayed sincerely for my family.. when come to think or pray for my family i'll rather had this great sense of burden for them.. i wan them to know GOD!!!!!! this has always been my deepest cry.. although i din really show out.. hope my family really understand..

after worship e teachin by our own church founder.. hee.. its mind-blowin.. but somehow i dun catch some of it.. cos its recordin.. abit blur.. he said tat winnin 2.8m ppl is easy.. if we do it in God's way.. hee.. great commission will b fulfilled!! n after tat e sharin really let me learn alot.. from e whole grp.. n oso from shirley.. she really ans our qns patiently.. although we keep floodin her wif lots of qns.. heehee.. when she ask us to share bout e leaders tat i admire.. actually its alot.. other than ps Jeff still gt alot.. shirley.. sharlene.. dennis.. jac.. dol.. i really enjoy hearin from leaders.. it really inspire me alot.. even a short conversation can learn sth.. i always c dem spottin a chance to impart sth to us.. mus really learn from dem.. hee.. dinner was full n funny anyway.. haha..

so e morale of e story is.. God is good.. all e tym.. all e tym.. God is GOOD!! really thank God tat i haf this relationship wif Him.. so ppl whu haven got a relationship wif Jesus.. u need it NOW!! hee.. pra-cao ruk kun!! dunno how 2 spell.. it means God loves you.. hee.. i really c how much we need God in our life.. without Him is really no life.. yepp. thanks.. beloved God! =)

2006-05-27T12:47:00.000+08:00

wow! later gt service!! hmm.. 2dae nan de can stay at home n use com on sat.. always rush out of hse every sat.. muahaha.. in e mornin i keep tossin arnd n wakin up aft awhile den went back 2 slp.. haha.. lyk i reply denise al this is actualy reply le den go slp again.. but wat finally wakes me up is a good news!! as i was talkin to eileen ytd. really c e desire of going 4 encounter camp.. haha.. buggin her parents for e whole week.. but they still dun allow.. as i was speakin to her.. my heart is desperately tellin God tat she cant miss a chance of mitin u in camp!! so i ask her 2 ask e last time e nx dAy.. N guess wat?? her mum finally allow!! i was lyk so nervous tryin 2 guess e results.. haha.. jus lyk tat tym for waiman! i really jump out of e bed.. PRAISE GOD!! God is so real n evident tt no1 can deny.. from waiman till eileen.. it mus b e works of GOD!! there's nth better than wakin up by a testimony! =D n really wanna thank God for Eileen & Waiman's desire of going camp!! This pair of shepherd & sheep really encourages me alot thru their courage n perserverance.. askin their parents' consent!! really hope this type of testimony will continue 2 flow in esp from new believers!! lets really pray hard for e newbies whu haven register!! =D

2006-05-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

This is midnight 1219am when im still writin. i scpecially on e com at this hour to record this. muahaha.. coz i scare i may forget or sth tml le.. today's experience was great & special.. while we're waitin at small mac.. beside us this aunty is bout 40+ askin us for e time.. at first i din pay much attention to her nth peculiar bout her.. tat time is bout 3 & she says her bus will onli come at 3:50.. its a long long way to go for her.. i pity her at first.. but at e same time.. i gt a promptin of sharing christ to her.. in my heart is... *grittin my teeth*.. very uncertain.. is tat sure? me a 16 yr old to a 40+ auntie.. after strugglin wif my tots.. i decided to trust in God.. i tell huijuan of this crazy suggestions.. she was lyk "huh?! dun wan la..".. but thank God she had to come wif me in e end.. muahaha.. we kinda "S-O-W" on her & get to know her more.. den i started sharing wif her e bridge diagram.. in chinese! more or less have some difficulty in translating.. she's very responsive in e way she listen to us attentively.. but until she started sayin her religion.. (which i forget is wat kyo.. a jap god). she tell us bout her "god" & e temple n ritual.. im thinkin:"is she tryin to share wif me wat im doing to her as well? ".. haha. but it last for awhile until she say she gtg le.. her bus comin soon.. although she did not convert or sth.. i certainly believe tat a seed is sown in her heart! hopefully she'll met someone else which cont'd growin this plant. And i really thank God for this chance to share to such special cases.. mayb God tryin to let me have a taste of it so i can share to my mum? muahaha.. despite havin this spinnin headache.. really thank God for Today tat im living! thank God for e air.. e com.. e food i had all this.. wow! another day tat God provided me! really wanna i can get closer to Him each day! =)

2006-05-23T15:33:00.000+08:00

wow! so exciting.. this is e first post of my beloved blog.. muahaha.. anyway.. this is onli to test.. testing testing 1..2..3.. :)